wrong to hold you, new song, lyrics

grayish hue evening light
turns my walls from off white
evening breeze blows in
and I’m here alone again

starlight grows brighter then
dims away
and I just want you here with me
is it so wrong to want to hold you
is it wrong to know I care
if god made the evening
I don’t think he intended
(for it) to be alone
is it so wrong to want you
in my arms

raindrops like saucers
in puddles on dreamless streets
tear drops on my linens
stain my sheets with memories

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man of peace (at war), new song

no ribbon around an oak tree
no candle in the window
no weeping virgin by
the sea wasting her prayers for me

man of peace at war

no homecoming
no victory parade
just an unfinished pine box
in an unmarked grave…

I’ll be the reason you lock your door
I’ll be the reason you cry for more
I’ll be the reason you believe
in Karma and fate and hate…

starlight waking dream 2019 version

V 1
It’s 2AM I’m not sleeping well
These last few week’s have been hell
I’m thinking of you

The dope’s wearing off As the starlight’s peaked
still are the horses that ran in my dreams
And I’m thinking of you
V2
Pink pills dissolve different ways
Like dreams dissipate to memories
As the thoughts become epithets

The birds waking 4am chirp
As the percs wear slowly away
And I am still thinking of you

chorus:
many roads we wounder
misguided by the past
as we’re lost from time at last

sing me a song for the good times
sing me a song as I come down
in your bed

lighthouse

this life will take you
from sandy beaches to storming sea
your friends will desert you
your enemies succeed you

when those crashing waves
try your wooden ship
see my light

I’ll be your lighthouse
your port of refuge(mission of respite)
from the stormy sea(cold dark night)

you’ve been risen from the barren
given figs and furs of majesty
your privilege comes to burden
as the fire dies on alters of ruin

wild and free

they’ll go running… thru the forest
… thru the trees
… thru the yard
wild and free as you’ll let them be

they’ll go swimming… in the ocean
… in the mountain stream
… thru their years
wild and free as you let them be

wild and free baby hazel boy
and sister golden hair
oh my childs how I envy thee

they’ll go growing… like the brambles
… into beautiful flowers
… until their old
wild and free as there dreams may be

they’ll go dreaming… thru the day
… thru the night
… until there old
wild and free as there heart may be

and they’ll go running thru the yard
they’ll go running into your heart
they’ll go running in your dreams
wild and free as we all should be

wrote this for my nieces and nephews, of which I have many

Blue Dream, New Song/Demo

Smokey rays of morning light
thru my dirty window
rest ever softly on my sheets
of whence you laid

I feel her touch on woken dreams
in my hour of need
keeping me till the morning light
and I can see through my empty dreams

blue Dream in the morning
Its gonna be a heavy afternoon

don’t it make you feel like crying
when you realize every day’s the same

don’t it make you feel like trying
when a good friend mentions her name

swear death walks beside here
takes refuge in her room
she can just about anything she wants
but she never learned how to choose

now there’s camel ash on my blue jeans
and a dark stain on my t-shirt
it’s a long road till tomorrow
when yesterday haven’t made much worth